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Friday, January 07, 2005

Thursday: Yummy ..

yesterday ..hohoh .. Always got treat.

Went to Cosi coffee at the orchard and sip in some nice Ice blend cafe mocha with venilla . 3 of 38 like us 383838 on the interview thing and do some voice box n mouth exercise n pic taking with DW newest panasonic pic.
Go to Nooch . The noodle bar and eat a very sinful thing : Hershey coco with whipped cream topping on .. something like that ..Treated by Diana Woon's friend, Anna's Peter. In order not to bomb their pocket shell, I decided not to eat noodle.

DW's friend came , Julie. HE is julie .... I am kind of hit with him as that chap is a bubbly and confident guy...we go on and on bub bub all the way to coffee bean. I got quite lot of interview techni from him. Dun know y ... I kind of hit with DW's friends. First with Anna then with Julie

Diana Woon , dun say any more. Never a min we stopped talking as she's an aries and I am a aries and when both aries hit up a common topic... shit...

At 9.30pm, we moved to coffee bean and met Erica Lee . Erica Lee is a sex goddess. Imagine the xiao long nui of the comic version of Condor heroes. She look like her almost. Big pair of eyes with prefect eyelashes comes with a long sharp nose and a small cherry lip. All compatible to her oval shaped-face. Wat's more, she got a great asset to boost. She look like maniquin. Sometimes later came popped out a man, I almost say ... yr uncle ..or your colleague... No ...Her boyfriend. Big CEO or Manager in his early 40s- look -alike and drive a sport car.

friday:HSA is having a new year party ...mexico buffet and there are people performing classical stum and sing..o my god .. the good view from Biopolis Helio below. The water fall from the building ...gosh ... gosh .. I hope that Joyce can tell u how we wish our bf is here ( but nope , we dun even have bf b4 ....but we discuss about the tons of admirers we have) And kok leong join us later ( KL is Joyce's rumour chaser , well, hehe ...I have fun time tense them!)

Up there in the building , i felt so fantastic and 3 of us tok like freedom as we want to , experience the essential of the youth! Not for those milipes .. (yuck!) we will stay as long as we want. That place is really a place for dating .. keke

Joyce...is a sagittarus. A fire sign + me: Aries , fire sign = oh my god!

That moment, i felt that I am like in vacation even working in HSA, even I got a lot of duties but there are still an allowances to relax. I'm still in vacation since poly.

This morning, my colleagues get to know my leaving and they are kind of like sad but also angry becoz I carry heavy responsible as I am in charge with a lot of things. I wonder how the RTOs is goin to survive . They are goin to survive....How ? I understand that and I felt cruel in just leave like that . How many times i told myself that I cannot rule with emotion ...esp in corporate world , sori joyce, i am really "kan qing yong shi". I try my best ... Joyce more worst , she dun even want to find jobs, i tik she's experience wat i had experienced and she's in a hopeless stage where she doesn't want to leave...AND JOLLY well me wasn't in the final stage of hopelessly fall in love wif the company and DUN wan to leave anymore... seriously ..addictive!

The RTOs cannot depends everything on me... although I hope I can do more but u know i got to leave one day. Thay carry heavy workload , so if I left the place, is there goin to be chaos ?
In the lst place , how can they depend on temps to do the works that is supposed to be done by the perm? And how can they allow me to do the work such as to participate in the duties of drug approval where I had no prior basic training and experience before? Ericia told me before she left the company: all the thing that drug reg evalutors and technical officer had dump the things for her to do , she had completely no ideas of wat to do, nobody teach her and RTOs is doin a bad job in picking up the mistakes. Then, She learnt all the things all by herself including doing the read up and sort of. Ericia is kind of expert in doing the picking of mistakes in the dossier and report to evalutors. Everyone in the DRB of coz dun wan her to leave as she's a capable worker. It's HSA losses in insisting not keeping a capable worker behind .. keke and me too..

I remember Ericia said in her last day to me " HOW can they let u in charge with these things? I am worried.."

" Zi shen Zi mia ba! "

+Who will screen the drugs in such a manner where careful care in taken?
Who is going to neg with the applicant ?
Who is goin to scold the applicant?
Who is goin to write the letters , reject letters.. keke
Who is goin to carry that heavy dossiers ?
Who is goin to crap?

Next week is my last week and suddenly I felt a sudden urge of regrets for leaving HSA. I got good colleagues and friends whose treat me warmly and HSa is really a good company .Which company where will give u Free fruits at the end of the month to support Healthy Eating day?And 2 hours off every thurs to support jogging activities ....? They have lot activities up hold and pull the bonds together like 1 big family.working dun feel like working , we will try to cover up mistakes our colleagues make sometimes...
Even i stay on and earn peanuts pay.. Dun u feel that true happiness worth more than anything else?

Even as a name of only a temp personnel.... make this vacation as long as i can... even it compromise my future. Becoz, u may not get this kind of life in future.

Took some pic and blog soon!

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